देशद्रोही

Wherever I looked, those bodies fell around me
Organs lurched out with one sickening motion
My old friends exploded, I smiled to myself
Extermination, no sign of emotion

Incarnated into the Devil himself
Killed my own borthers, raped my own sisters
They cleaned out my mind with gallons of brainwash
And the winds of hatred lashed like twisters

You're fighting for your country, they told me
You're fighting for justice, freedom and truth
By the age of ten, I'd killed a hundred men
As i destroyed the shadow of my youth

Caught in a continuum of wrong and right
Nerves turned to steel, heart turned to stone
I played with power, my name became FEAR
A chill that could tingle the bones

Until this day, this blood curdling hour
I pushed my friends into their graves
The smell of gun powder lingers in my hands
And nausea engulfs me in waves

An ultimate betrayal, I slayed off my roots
A pawn played on my master's hands
And as I look back my most important victim
Was the mother in the word "motherland"